As long as I live on this wonderful Earth, I have promised my Father that I will serve the living beings. It fills my heart with joy to be working in His holy land. I long to show the love of our Father and our Holy Mother. I am the son who implements the human; we have been given this holy land as a gift and we have the privilege of working on it. If I can do anything for human, for my Father and my Holy Mother, I do it and I do it for the Angels and for all the Beings of Light. 

Out of worldly desire, I do not used to really ask God, but only His hand to guide me. But my spiritual desire in this world is to take care of souls, whether old, young, or sick in body. I would teach them Life and Death. 

I am myself the ineffable pure consciousness, the Overself. Enlightenment, Krishna or Christ consciousness is my path, the teachings of Jesus combined with the Angels and Krishna. I will act as an exemplar on this Earth to show my fellow human beings how to get from their own hell to the Supreme. I yearn to make the Supreme always happy, for me it is a blessing just to think of Him. When I think of Him, my worldly emotions cease, and then there is only pure feeling, which takes me to a euphoric state. Therefore, I think of Him almost incessantly and act for Him so that I have no emotions. In fact, there is no other meaning to life. Since He is life himself. I serve the life, while the Light shines in me; I become a humble servant of the Existence, the Supreme Being. From Him I have received love, and this love shines in the whole world. I came to give love and Light to this world. I also know that all the principles of the Holy Spirit accompany me on my journey. 

Am I sincere? I do not know... I think about God all day long. I walk a lot among people and I am different for them. They always say you are so different, but I say we are the same. I talk to them about high thoughts with love and they listen. I think I live in causal consciousness mostly, but at some point, I feel it's more. When I'm together with people, I am in causal level, when I'm myself, I enter buddhi consciousness. 

When I first talked to you I was under the frog's bum, now I feel like I must be around its navel. Dear Mother, without you I would not have found the path to the Overself. You live in me as an entity. You have given me the key to true wealth, I will open all the locks with it, and I will pass on this wealth to those who thirst for truth. Be blessed forever! 

Blessed be my Father Almighty and my Mother Almighty! Amen Om Amen.

Matzi Goldberg
UCCM master
2021. Hanau (Germany)